Searching for a Stable GF

I'm Looking for a Stable GF, got any nice ladies/girls to intro me?

If you are looking for a BF with 5Cs or 6Cs, you maybe might want to consider me. I actually realise that i have 6Cs.

Compassion, Collaboration, Communication, Consistency, Commitment and i have Chocolates.

If you would like to make friend or more than just friend with me, leave your contacts here and i will get back to you. I'm "sincerely" and "truthfully" looking for a Stable GF.

Thank you and have Fun.

My Birthday

Hmm....what a way to spent my birthday this yr. Morning play basketball with my "Brothers" and at nite play mahjong with them til next day and go work. Lol.....by the way....21 Dec is my chinese birthday.....and my exact birthday is you know lah....no need to mention here...lol...thanks for all the wishings....

Hmmm....my wish didn't come true.....ermmm....maybe i no fight for it? Give me a hint...and i will fight fight fight....HAH!!!!

My Birthday

OMG......Today is my birthday, and yet i forget about it...Time Fliessssssssss...........Happy Birthday to myself.... Pathetic .... :-(

RESERVIST

OHHHHHHHHHHH GREATTTTTTTTTTTTTT

A very Big Birthday and Christmas present from the army.... _1_ .... Informing me my Reservist unit... @!@!#!@#~#!@#@ .

Why me why me why me why me why me, seriously i'm very upset, although reservist it's nth, i just couldn't take it and have the thoughts of going back and wear that green uniform. OMFG....

D A M N !!!!!!

Will you come back to me, be at my side and support me? I need you so badly... I miss you so badly, it's getting colder and colder, i wish you are here for me to hug and hug me, i miss the warmthness that we once had, I miss you

A posting from A student

Actually it's not a posting, is a card from an Attachment Student to the Nurses, she wrote this in her card.

Quote from this student:

"To Meet & Part is a way of Life"

"To Part & Meet is the hope of Life"

Will we get to meet again?

Dead Man

I heard of this saying some time ago, it goes like that,

"A living person who really thought of commit sucide but give up the idea cause he/she doesn't dare to, is actually DEAD, cause he/she already lost the value and the will of living, so what's the difference from a Dead Man"

Alright, last post from my Office for today, going back home now...

Tired is the word for my Physical Body now,
and
Sad is the word for my Mental, Emotion and Phyiscal Body

Cats and Dogs

Meowwwwwww & Woooooooof

It's 2pm now, hah.....so nice weather to sleep, in the office looking out of the window saw many heavy Cats and Dogs.

B O R I N G !!!

A very Boring Life for a very Boring Person.

So is it the Boring Life that makes a Person Boring
or
The Boring Person that makes a Life Boring?

It's just like Egg and Chick, which 1 1st?

B O R I N G !!!

10th Dec, 12am

It's 10th Dec , 12am now. I'm suppose to be on my bed now, but i couldn't get to sleep. Watching BPL now and for the 1st time i actually feel bored watching soccer, 20+ men chasing after 1 ball. Now maybe i feel the boreness of those ppl who don't watch soccer matches. It's my birthday soon...wonder will she remember, maybe she choose to forget the day, or even she remember, i don't think she will sms/call me to wish me.

LOL....I miss the Christmas 2yrs ago, i was at her place eating "Christmas Lunch" with her family and friends, will i get to it at her place this yr....hah...maybe i'm dreaming now and i'm posting in my dreams...OK!!! i go back to my soccer match...Gd Nitez, Sweet Dreamz and Slp Titez everyone....

Love is in the Air!!!

But i'm always out of Breathe!!!

I guess i'm just getting Old!!!

Cause Love isn't in Me!!!

Something

When you have something on you that is given by someone to you,
will you be able to forget that someone?

When i was asked to forget her, forget the past,
i couldn't do it, i really wish to have her back.

I may not be her Mr Right

BUT!!!

She may be my Mrs Tan

Ppl Say

"Life is a Game"

"Life is a Movie"

Some say life is a game, life is a movie. So how you ppl determine what's life? and why is life spelled as "l i f e"? It just happens that i'm so bored and i sudenly thought of the word "Life". Why life is spelled as "L i f e"?

From me, I think life is spelled as "L i f e", because the person who create this word feels that "life is a game, life is a movie". So life is spelled as "L i f e", cause, Live In Full Entertainment, that's LIFE!!!!

This is Orginally from me, My Thoughts, so if you people read the same thing somewhere else, please don't think that i copy from them or they copy from me.

In Love again

Nope i'm not.

Many ppl, or should i say all ppl ask me to give up, let it go and look for a new girl. Fallin in love has never been easy nor hard, it's feeling that's the mastermind. If i were to listen and give up and look for a new girl and begin to fall in love again, hmmmm.......

Love is Blind.... Agree? or Some say Sometimes?
So Love is Blind, I shall follow my heart, it's the one leading me to my love, and my heart tells me i love her, not the new her, but the old her. Confusing? Guess my english is bbbad.

Love is Selfish...Agree? or Some say No?
So Love is Selfish, but i'm not, my frenz out there...M I Selfish? I share everything with everyone, i mean those sharable stuffs not those unsharable stuff. I'm in love, it just makes me half a selfish man. So half of me is selfish and the other half isn't, the selfish half of me wants her back, need her back. The unselfish half just wanna wish her all the best and muz be happy, be it with me or not with me...

What you say? Meaningless Post?

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I dreamt of her last nite, the dream was about me saw her with 2 frenz of her at somewhere, don't know where. In the 1st place i couldn't recognize her cause she look so beautiful, more beautiful than the past. I only recognize her when i walk past them cause i saw her frenz.

The background changed to a scene outside a toilet. So i walk past them and i decided to walk back and talk to them cause i miss her so much, when i turned back, i saw a guy coming out from the toilet and chat with her and she kissed him. A very passionate kiss. I felt sad at the point of time, her frenz saw me but they didn't react much. They kiss for a couple of secs before the guy took some luggages and left with her, i guess he must be going to somewhere or going back to somewhere.

Anyway, i woke up at the moment when they left with the luggages. I couldn't recognize the guy, guess might be some new guy she know and they got together. After i woke up, i washed up and came to work, on my way here i was thinking, is this dream real, is it a sign or something, she once told me she had a bf already which i don't really really believe, so after so long, is this dream signaling to me that is real? Or maybe i just miss her too much, don't tell me anything, i don't want to know anything, just let the dream be a dream...

The URGE!!!

Often, i have the urge to run to your place, knock at your door and when you opened the door, i will hug you immediately without saying a word even at the cost of you pushing me away and i fall off from your flat, what will the feeling be like?

Often, i have the urge to run to your place, knock at your door and when you opened the door, i will kiss you on your lips immediately without saying a word even at the cost of you biting my lips or tongue and it bleeds, what will the feeling be like?

Often, i stare at the clock and i wish that i have the psychic power to stop time, go to the future or go back to the past, just like the movie "HEROES" that is currently shown on channel 5,10pm. A few times, tat happens that the clock stops for a few times, well, cause i took out the battery lah...but 1 time it stops by itself, i think is no batt. If i have the psychic power, i will go to the future and see what my future is like, if i like it i will come back to the present and continue my life, if i don't like it, i will go back to the past and change my past and come back to the present and if i don't like it again, i will go back to the past again and change again, change until i.....

HAPPY!!!

YEAH!!!

So OLD liao still so CHILDISH

No lah, if you wan to talk Chim Chim Like or Mature Like with me, i can do it with you. It's just like been childish to keep you feel young, when you are actually so old.

It's 5.20pm, and i'm knocking off at 6.00pm and it still raining, anyone coming to fetch me home?

Have 3 sentences consisting 3 words for you, the special 1,
the only 1, the only you.

I Miss You

I Need You

I Love You

Wishes that are made on Birthdays

Hmmm.....is it true that Wishes that are made during Birthdays will come true easier or will definitely come true?? How i wish that my birthday wish will come true....

Well...my wish isn't that easy to come true, so if it's true that wishes that are made during birthday will come true then i will make it my birthday wish for my incoming birthday....HAHAHAaaaaa

For those friends of mine that are close to me will know what my wish is, and for those who doesn't know what my wish is, is alright. For those who doesn't know what my wish is, you all can SMS/MSN/EMAIL me and i will send you my pic(s) so that you all can print it out and put it in your wallets/purses. So that you all can get so close to me and know what my wish is.

For ladies only, if you ladies want, i could get you all a pendant/necklace that has my pic(s) inside and give you all, so that you ladies can wear on your neck. But the length won't be too long, cause i will ended up somewhere and get myself 2 BIG swollen eyes every day when i wake up in the morning. Don't think too far...it's somewhere near, and i'm innocent.

Is it funny, lame, cold? or it isn't?

VOTE FOR IT...THE CHOICE IS YOURS

What's Eating Snake?? Anyone?

Hmmm......i'm posting now at my workplace.

My colleague thought that blogs are not accessible at our workplace, and to her surprise...mine can be view....so i guess...she's viewing those blogs with XXX...arhhh...i didn't mention anything.....

What is the Difference between, you tried and you fail, WITH, you know that you will fail when you try?

At Least I Tried

B.A.C.K

So long no post already, this blog is Ren Qu Yi Kong.

I'm Back to post.

Now i need to go, meeting a girl for dinner. Guess Who is she, my cousin lah, who else...lalalalalalaaaa.......

S.A.Y.O.N.A.R.A

The Girl Next Door(Clip)

The Clip that you all are waiting for...LOL....i think some of you may have watch before already..

This part of the movie is about this guy(Lead Actor) who is going to give his speech but he was given ecstasy by someone and in the end he's speech turn to a different story.

Enjoy the clip......

"The Girl Next Door"

Remember this movie? Sounds familiar? I have mention it before, i said that in the movie there's a part i like it so much, but only that part, the rest, quite nice too...LOL

Finally i found it, and i will be putting it into my blog soon, so ppl if you are waiting for that clip to be put in, pls wait patiently, it will be up soon.... But i just couldn't find the movie with subtitle... :(

Guess you all have to watch it without Subtitle then. Please pay attention to what they speak...especially the Lead Actor(Matthew) giving his speech.

Perfectionist

What's Perfectionist? Everything he/she does has to be perfect? Can't even have the slightest mistake/wrong? Is it true?

If she's a perfectionist......and she told me that things can never be the same anymore? Does she wants her romance to be perfect as well? Is she adding pressure and stress to herself? I will like to know, i really do. I hope she will tell me, i hope she will tell me what she think, i hope she will tell me everything of her, i want to hear about it, i want to know about it......I really do!!!

FACTzzZ

I know that there are ppl feel like slapping/punching/killing me, to wake me up from what has happen, from wake me up from what i'm doing. Hmmmm.....actually there's an incident that has happen quite some time ago. 1 friend of mine punched me on my face, not that real hard lah, but it hurts though :) , he wants to wake me up, he wants to see the usual self of me, the happy 1, and joke around 1. I don't hate or dislike him from doing that, because i know he meant well. Well, so ppl, don't need to know who is he, LOL....i scare you guys go kill him. Wahhahahaa......

Actually, to be frank, actually those ppl that know me long ago, all way before i got into my secondary school. I don't talk much, my personality and character was a quiet and innocent and simple boy. But as time goes by, especially after my 'O' Level, i realise that, if i continue the way i am, as a quiet and innocent and simple boy, i won't get anywhere, i won't get many friends, i won't get known by others. So i decided to change myself, so called FORCE myself to change to a talkative and joke around person. Surprising? Is true you know? If my secondary school friends can remember, i only talk and joke abit with ppl who i very familiar or close, i won't talk or joke with strangers so much. i won't take the initiative to go talk to strangers. If they can rememebr lah. So i decided to FORCE myself to change and got to what i m now. And to be frank again, i'm quite tired of all these, although i become more sociable and "Happy" guy, but all these are just on the surface thing. Not many ppl know what's underneath it, don't try to know it, cause you might got tired of it, you might regret knowing it, you might even think that i'm crazy.

LOL......I M CRAZY

HugZzz

How I wish i get to hug her now, just like me hugging the bottle in the pic. As tight as it is......

How I wish i can hug her to sleep now, just like the way me hugging the bottle in the pic......

How I wish we can get together, just like me in the pic with the bottle......

Status VS Vows VS Commitments

Status

Is It alright for you guys to get together with your lover,your girlfriend/boyfriend, but not together as GF/BF? LOL......confusing? finding me lame? Is like you and her/him getting together, thinking only as long as u 2 love each other, but doesn't mind not being "label" as GF and BF...

Vows
Vows are normally made on wedding ceremony between the groom and bride. Does Vows really mean so much and everything? Is Vows so important? Do i sound silly to ask these questions? LOL......I know Vows means so much, Vows are important, but you guys ever wonder Vows made during wedding may be fake? I believe in drama you guys have seen ppl marriage for the sake of getting the inherit from their in-laws, and they made vows to their partners for the sake of the inherit, but they in fact don't love their partners.

Commitments
Commitments, how much do you commit to your partners? Do you commit alot or alittle? I love this girl alot, and i really commit to her, and i believe that she's worth it. She's really a nice girl. That's all i can say, the rest for you ppl to find out. LOL......

Actually wad i wanted to say is, she once told me that she doesn't really mind about status, as long as she and i got together and love each other, does status really matters? After thinking about it, i actually think that ya, as long as we are together and love each other, do we have to tell other ppl that we are couples? I love her not for others to see, but for myself.

Some time ago, she told me about vows, married couples made vows during wedding ceremony, and the vows they made means something. We didn't make vows with each other, we can't compare ourselves with married couples. Maybe i didn't phrase it in a exact way of wad she say and my language isn't that gd too. I love her the way she is, i love her everything, including wad i did for her and wad she did for me. I just wanna tell her: 'I love you and i really do'......

Regardless whether it's in a relationship for a couple or married couples, there are commitments. Married couples made vows, but does the vows actually mean anything if one of them doesn't really love the other and have bad motive in the marriage and he/she doesn't commit to the other? But from me to her, we are not married(How i wish we are), but that doesn't means the lvl of commitment from me to her will be lesser than a married couples. I love her from the deepest part of my heart, i know i must have did something wrong, but all i ask for, is her to return to my side......things i did wrong, there's actually a reason behind it. But not everything has a reason behind for doing it and 1 of them is, "I Love Her".