李圣杰 - 重来

有多少爱能重来?
多少人愿意等待?
失去之后才明白
走进回忆的安排
一幕一幕的对白
上演我们的未来
期待原来是一种伤害
深爱的人一离开
是我不敢
忽略你给我的爱
现在我只想
回到最初的时候
不愿让你再泪流
寂寞之后
只有你会陪着我
现在我只想
回到最初的时候
我知道你还爱着我
亲爱的你
请你握紧我的手
请你看看我
请看需要你的我
一切重头
真的需要你的我
只要你回头

现在我只想
回到最初的时候
不愿让你在泪流
寂寞之后
只有你会陪着我
现在我只想
回到最初的时候
我知道你还爱着我
亲爱的你
请你握紧我的手
请你看看我
真的需要你的我
只要你回头

The Girl Next Door

Finally i found someone that knows this movie...wahahahhaa...but that person isn't looking at the same thing as me...but nvm....at least got someone know this movie...LOL....

Hmmm....Anyone out there got this movie? Or downloaded this movie? Can send to me please? drop me a note at the chatbox or msn me....thanks...if can make it to .mpg extension for me is besttttt....thanks...thanks alot....i need that movie alot...thanks...

Birthday Party @ MOS

Wooooohh Lalaaaa... it's Alex's gf(Evelyn)'s birthday. Happy Birthday to her, Happy Birthday to her, Happy Birthday to herrrrrr errr....Happy Birthday to herrr..... LOL..

Alex bro, i saw your blog and know you got license liao...congratz you, i guess i go clubbing can count on you liao...wahahaha....we bro right? so u can send me go and send me home...thanks, afterall we live so near..lol... This time round is Evelyn birthday we go celebrate there, next time is your wedding celebration? :P or is your license celebration 1st? LOL....

Anyway, we went there on Sat nite, Saturday nite fever. LOL.... Dancing Yeah, Dancing Yeah....Uh Uh Uh Uh Staying Alive Uh Uh Uh Uh Staying Aliveeee....we took a picture there, a group photo, but sadly, i wasn't in the pic, can you all believe it, the smallest guy in there isn't in the pic. OMG...lol...but nvm...i'm not the center of attraction. So is alright, lol....i know i'm there can liao. My frenz (JH and Ah Ren) got the pics in their blogs, can go see if you guys want. but you all won't see me there, so don't waste the time.

That nite, as usual, crowded with ppl.....tired to dance with my frienz, but they don't want to, some shy, some say to many ppl at dancefloor, some can't leave. So i went to dance myself, had a great time there, really had a great time there, it has been some time since i went clubbing...i hope can go there more often, likes to dance and get blast. Saw some NS frend, but lol...is over, i'm a NSman now....LOL....

That nite, got 3 bros got drunk and high, i really no see my bros in this situation before. I used to think 1 of them can drink....but i guess now, i don't really think so liao. the 2 couples left after some time, and left with me and 7 bros left, 8 of us, then 3 kena knock out, left 5, then 1 still dancing and missing when we about to leave...lol...so left 4, 4 of us to take care 3 knockouts, no problems, we are bros, relax, we not going to leave u guys there and kena rape :xx then we went in to look for the missing 1...and he came out...lol...telling us his experience in there...lol... I really have a fun nite and happy nite that nite. LOL.....fun and happy nite...

I want to thank Alex for inviting me to go, i want to thank Evelyn for her birthday. I want to thank everybody that are there, and makes everything so fun. Thanks Bros. I hope those bros that are knockout will want to go again, and everybody there that nite will go again. Hope they won't be afraid after those incidents and not go liao....Cause this is my 1st time go clubbing with them, hope it won't be the last time.

Alex, so are we going to MOS again for your license celebration? or going ZOUK? or PHUTURE? LOL

Love & Marriage

Got this from my friend's(JH) Blog:

A student ask a teacher, "what is love?"

The teacher said, "in order to answer your
question, go to the padi field and choose the
biggest padi and come back.

But the rule is: you can go throught them only
once and cannot turn back to pick."

The student went to the field, go thru first row, he
saw one big padi,but he wonders....may be there
is a bigger one later.

Then he saw another bigger one... but may be
there is a even bigger one waiting for him.

Later, when he finished more than half of the padi
field, he start to realise that the padi is not as big
as the previous one he saw, he know he has
missed the biggest one, and he regreted.

So, he ended up went back to the teacher with
empty hand. The teacher told him, "...that is love,
you keep looking for a better one, but when later
you realise, you have already miss the person...."

:-

"What is marriage then?" the student asked.
The teacher said, "in order to answer your
question, go to the corn field and choose the
biggest corn and come back.

But the rule is: you can go throught them only
once and cannot turn back to pick."

The student went to the corn field, this time he is
careful not to repeat the previous mistake, when he
reach the middle of the field, he has picked one
medium corn that he feel satisfy, and come back
to the teacher.

The teacher told him, "this time you bring
back a corn.... you look for one that is just nice,
and you have faith and believe this is the best one
you get.... that is marriage

ANNIVERSARY

This post is suppose to be posted yesterday, but i decided to post it today. You guys must be wondering, wad m i doing, throughly disappointed at me.

Yesterday, was my 2yr Anniversary with her, supposedly to be 1, but it ended up, so there isn't any 2yr Anniversary. I still remember our 1yr Anniversary, we didn't celebrate cause i'm very tired that day after work. I didn't forget our 1yr Anniversary, but i guess she thought i forget about it and she was very upset about it. She gave me a call, ask me why i didn't go look for her and go out together. I told her i'm tired after work, and she accepted the reason with sadness, then she asked how come i didn't call her if i didn't go, i reply her saying i'm about to call her which i really was about to call her and she called me. After saying a few sentences, she hanged up the fone, before she hanged up i told her tml lets go out, she say ok.

Next day, after i bk out, i went over to her place to look for her, just when she's preparing to go out, her mum came back, and i greet her. She saw me and she smiled, after awhile she asked me about yesterday, how come we didn't go out, she said she saw her dressing up nicely and readily and was waiting for me. I lost my words, i asked her when she came out and she say ya, she did, and i didn't appear. At the moment and even till now, i still feel, upset, sad, i couldn't describe the sadness that is in me. Can't find any word for it, your gf dressed up and was waiting for u to celebrate our 1st Anniversary, and yet i stood her up...

Wad can i say and wad you guys wanna say about me?

Adventurous

The Adventure of getting my Pink IC

It started with my clearance form, i left with only 3 signatures to complete my clearance form in exchange for my ord. Early Afternoon i get my 2 of the 3 signatures, and left with the final 1, my School Sergeant Major (SSM). But my hair is too long, he definitely won't sign my clearance form cause of my long hair. I need to go to the barber, haizzz, but the barber only come in in the afternoon. I go to her at 1plus, to my surprise i saw my SSM there, i got the 4th in queue, then i quickly go for the haircut then go back take my form to his office and sign.

Chiong ar, reach his office, saw my colleague there and they say he wasn't in the office and he should be at outfield, wah...sian...my ORD day, pls don't tell me i have to go back the next day, i run to the barber there, hopefully to find him there, walk till half way, saw my other frenz, he say he saw him at cafe there, i ran to there. Saw him there.....WwooooooooO...happy happy, let him sign, then chiong to HQ Manpower to get my IC, run and run, almost reaching then found out i drop my camp pass, shit....jialat, got to look for it. Trace back and search for it until i sweat like hell, finally found it. This time round, i run to the Manpower with my pass on my hand.

Reach there, my other friend who suppose to give me my pink ic, he asked for my Certificate of Service, wah sian, i left it in my office, run all the way back, and run back to Manpower to get IC, go till there, he ask for my red and blue booklet, shit....damn it, forget to take, in my office too, run back and get them and go back to manpower again, then he finally give me back my pink IC.

This adventure story very boring and uninteresting right? LOL.....if you are in my shoes and on the ground...u will be more damn sian.....lol....run here and run there. LOL......i very stupid and blur right? Blur like sotong, Blur like hell, Blur like a idiot....If only she's by my side...Things really will turn a different way...

I'm being stupid, I'm being stubborn, but everything is from the bottom of My Heart.....

ORD LO

Finally i ORD le, today then post because yesterday went out to play for a while, then evening go watch soccer match at tampines stadium, let's not talk about the match because is so fuk up.Hmmm.....my ORD day, 070507, i will always remember it cause i had a adventure that day. Later i will post my adventure out...lol...

Guys and Friends out there still in NS, your day will come. Gd luck to you all. Now i'm waiting for my reservice letter only...

Pink IC HERE I COME!!!

Today is the BIG Day, the once in a lifetime thing, my ORD...going to get my pink IC back today le...hopefully can get back smoothly. Haha, still need a few more signatures for my clearance and i hope i can get it by today and no need to go back tml for them.

Sadly, today suppose to be a happy day. I m abit happy for i'm getting out of NS already, but i'm not really extreme happy cause is like no one for me to share the joy with, the person that i want to share with and would have share with me for being by my side through the whole thing, but it ended 5months ago. I couldn't help but to think of it. I called her and wanted to ask her out for a small celebration but she rejected me, she say that she's not free and she wish me for finally getting back my IC already.

Should i be happy about her wishing or should i be sad that she isn't here for everything and a small celebration that i want to with her?

NARUTO

These few weeks i'm watching Naruto, back to watching the anime again, I downloaded it long time ago and only start watching it recently. Today, my frend came to my house, while watching soccer match, i watched Naruto at the same time, and he asked why i'm watching Naruto, he doesn't like that anime. I told him nice mah.

After he went home, i continued to watch until now, Episode 196. Although i'm quite outdated already, but i still watching it. When i was watching it, i actually thought of her, everything seems to link to her naturally. I started to watch Naruto at her place. She watched with me too and she like it alot, there's a few times we actually have small arguement for Naruto, caused she downloaded already and she watched it without me, lol....come to think of it about the small arguements, hah....funny. But now i'm watching it alone, i guess she has already stopped watching Naruto already. But somehow, everything just linked to her...I wish we can still sit down somewhere together and watch Naruto together, regardless her place or my place... ...

Wat A GF Is?

This is what i quote from my friend's(JH) Blog:

"Wat a gf is?
taken from what a good fren of mind said..

gf means, someone who understand how u felt
can cheer you up when you down
be there for you..
give u morale support..
friend is different
because friend also have their own partner
oneday your best friend married
u don expect him to b there when u down right
not just kiss or what
just a person, like UR HALF.

at least, this is what i hardly hear from people around.
either they look on surface, or never realise this.
other factors do concern..
but this really is something which we have to remember.."

Everything Originally quote from there....

D R E A M S

Dreams, everyone has their own dreams...what about me? I have mine too, but my dreams are shattered. Shattered by someone, someone who i want to be with, someone i want to share everything with, someone who i love, someone who give me everything i need, someone who make me feel happy and warmth, someone who i thought i will have a future with. That someone shattered my dreams, my dreams with her and myself. She asked me to find someone else, someone nicer than her. I used to tell her there are ppl nicer than her but so many girls in this world, there's no 1 is nicest. And she told me 1 thing, why can't i say a small lie to her and say she's the nicest girl in the world and make her happy. I laughed at the moment, but i told her that is the fact, no one is the nicest in the world. And the other thing is that i won't lie to her.

Now i wish to tell her that she's the nicest girl in the world, and i wish to find no more, even there's a nicer girl than her, there won't be any feelings for that girl. My feelings are for you, for you only. For the nicest girl in my eyes. Do you care about me? Do you still want it?

O R D!!!

Finally 4 more days to the big day, the day whereby i get to c my pink IC again. No more using the 11B....Yeahhh.....i believe alot BMT mates are as happy as me....LOL.......

Actually i'm not really happy, happy on the surface but, i'm not truly happy. Yah, get back IC and ORD should be happy, but certain reason just bring down the mood and happiness. How i wish i can return to 1 yr ago or worse go back to the day that i hand my pink IC to the army. How i wish that will really happen.

After ORD, come out le, is another new stage of my life already. M I prepared for that, i don't know. I could have a target and goal but now no more le, no more already, the motivation to everything had left and gone. I feel so....tired....really tired and feel useless now. I gonna find job le, if not no income, but i feel.....so hard to describe my feelings, maybe i can say, i feel so vex....really very vex....Maybe i need to cool down, maybe i need to leave.....maybe................

Liverpool to the FINALS!!!

Yeah.....last nite Liverpool played a wonderful game. Woooooo, they score a goal in the game and result in a 1-1 in total aggregrate. The semi finals went into extra time and kuyt scored a goal but was disallowed due to offside. But they won the game with a 4-1 penalty win against chelsea. Nice game they had with them, very exciting match.

Hope Liverpool will win the Champion league. Good luck to them.

Champion League Semi Final Liverpool vs Chelsea (1st Leg 0:1)

Today is the 2nd Leg of Champion League Semi Final, Liverpool vs Chelsea, hopefully liverpool will win.....Liverpool Go Go Go, But i think hard lah, as long as chelsea draw they will win liao...haizzz...Hmmm...the match gonna start in an hour time, later then i post the results here ba. So those soccer fans out there, wanna know the results 1st HAND, can come my blog and see, Wahahahahahaa....... Will put the results here later, Liverpool GO GO GO!!!

Tearyyyyy

Teary, Is there such a word in the 1st place? Wanted to post this before i go to genting but due to the time rush, time waits no man, i can only post it after i came back. Anyway it happens on the 2nd day of my trip, i saw this young girl crying at her seat at "kopitiam". She reminds me of my cousin, don't know why but ya it reminds me of her.

Last Tuesday, went out with my cousin, and we went to TM to eat, she sudenly let out her tears too due to certain reason of hers. She talk to me about it and i can sense that she's crying, afterall been together for 21 yrs, lol....somehow can sense abit... I was eating and she was sitting in front of me quietly. i don't know what to say and don't know how to console her(quite poor at it), so i just kept quiet and i push her bubble tea to her to drink.

Everything that happen in front of me, reminds me of another girl. A very special girl to me, the same situation happens to me, she cried in front of me, her tears rolled out of her beautiful eyes and down her cheek, i can't bear to see her tears roll down like a flowing river so i wipe it with my thumb. Same situation, i'm left speechless that day, we were talking about us, and it turns out very sad. It happens on the New Yr Eve(31/12/06), and we were standing outside of her house and talking until New Yr Day. She was very upset with me at the moment. She told me she had not spent her New Yr Celebration like this before, crying over the New Yr. What can i say, i was speechless, i'm really more lost of words than the both times mention above. I wanted to tell her that i want to be the man that company her till the last sec of 2006 and the man to company her at the start of 2007, but i just went totally lost of words when i see her tears and 1 sentence that she asked me, only she and i knew what she asked. Maybe her frenz knew it too, but it's something between us...... SAD

Land of Temptation

Yoooo...ppl, i'm back, back from the Land of Temptation in 1 piece. Woooott.....full of temptation there. Of Coz is the temptation to play. Adults go there to do wad? GAMBLE!!! Yeah.....1st time go Casino, wth inside is exactly like in my dream....lol. Just that the ppl there are aunties and uncles and few young adults. lol....i think i'm the youngest in the casino. Wahahahaa.....everytime go in there, the guard sure check my ic. Hahaaaa....who ask me born so small size and look so young.

Too bad can't take pics inside, if not sure pose a few here. Lol.....hmmm.....althought is a Land of Temptation, but i'm not tempted that much. lol....wahahaha.....went into casino and play slot machines. Woooohh....quite fun to play with, same like the game that i used to play, but this time round is real $$. Hmmm...lost some money there :( but won a few small jackpot.....haizzz....overall still lost.

In the casino can see alot aunties and uncles....wahhhh....they are like regular gamblers sia.....spent money really like water flowing out from tap, imagine if the money is flow into my pocket....wah kaozzz....i no need to work for the rest of my life already. Lol....i can become small white face(xiao bai nian) already, shake my legs at home. Wahhhhhh....SHIOK!!!

I'm Waiting 4 Youuuuuuuu

:-( Called her just now and i got what i expected. Not rejected by her, but i didn't even got the chance to ask her and tell her. We didn't talk much, but i feel abit longer than the past weeks, she seems as usual, doesn't wan to speak much to me. Asked her a few questions, concern about her, and all she did was answer simply.

When i was about to tell her i'm going to Genting already, she told me something which she normally will say, "talk to you later". Hurtz!!! Cause whenever she say this phrase, it didn't happen. She didn't call me back till now, but i hope she will and hope she mean it.

Genting!!!

Yeah...After sooooo long, finally i'm going oversea. Hah...Let's not mention about the past 1yr plus i have been going to Pulau Tekong for my NS, and last yr going to taiwan for training.

This time, i'm going to Genting with my parents. Yeah....Genting Here I Come!!! Going there to play and relac, hope i can ba.

Always want to go oversea with her but i guess no chance already, wanted to ask her go with me. But i doubt she will, 99.99999%(leave some hope for myself) she won't go. How i wish she's still here with me...

Ways To Return To The Past

Hmmm....Brains out there, got any GREAT/Creative/Crazy Ideas to bring me back to 1yr ago? Come On...Share with me.

1. Jump down from a very tall building and pray hard.
2. Hold your breathe in the water until faint.
3. Stuff your head into a pillow and hold your breathe.
4. Go drink until you are dead drunk and run at expressway.

The Girl Next Door(M18)

This movie is nice, is a M18 show and it contains some scenes, which... ya, but there's a particular scene is about......hmmm...keep you ppl in suspense 1st. I will try to post it in my blog. or maybe you ppl out there can't wait to see the movie then go download it, but if see stuffs don't kena shock ar. lalalaalaaa.....

UNBELIEVABLE

My 1st post for my Blog, woooooo......can't believe i made a blog for myself, can you guys and girls out there believe this? This blog still incomplete, still have stuffs to add, so ppl out there, take note of this blog, you will find it very interesting and experiencing. Yeah!!! come on come on, check this out.