Tearyyyyy

Teary, Is there such a word in the 1st place? Wanted to post this before i go to genting but due to the time rush, time waits no man, i can only post it after i came back. Anyway it happens on the 2nd day of my trip, i saw this young girl crying at her seat at "kopitiam". She reminds me of my cousin, don't know why but ya it reminds me of her.

Last Tuesday, went out with my cousin, and we went to TM to eat, she sudenly let out her tears too due to certain reason of hers. She talk to me about it and i can sense that she's crying, afterall been together for 21 yrs, lol....somehow can sense abit... I was eating and she was sitting in front of me quietly. i don't know what to say and don't know how to console her(quite poor at it), so i just kept quiet and i push her bubble tea to her to drink.

Everything that happen in front of me, reminds me of another girl. A very special girl to me, the same situation happens to me, she cried in front of me, her tears rolled out of her beautiful eyes and down her cheek, i can't bear to see her tears roll down like a flowing river so i wipe it with my thumb. Same situation, i'm left speechless that day, we were talking about us, and it turns out very sad. It happens on the New Yr Eve(31/12/06), and we were standing outside of her house and talking until New Yr Day. She was very upset with me at the moment. She told me she had not spent her New Yr Celebration like this before, crying over the New Yr. What can i say, i was speechless, i'm really more lost of words than the both times mention above. I wanted to tell her that i want to be the man that company her till the last sec of 2006 and the man to company her at the start of 2007, but i just went totally lost of words when i see her tears and 1 sentence that she asked me, only she and i knew what she asked. Maybe her frenz knew it too, but it's something between us...... SAD

Land of Temptation

Yoooo...ppl, i'm back, back from the Land of Temptation in 1 piece. Woooott.....full of temptation there. Of Coz is the temptation to play. Adults go there to do wad? GAMBLE!!! Yeah.....1st time go Casino, wth inside is exactly like in my dream....lol. Just that the ppl there are aunties and uncles and few young adults. lol....i think i'm the youngest in the casino. Wahahahaa.....everytime go in there, the guard sure check my ic. Hahaaaa....who ask me born so small size and look so young.

Too bad can't take pics inside, if not sure pose a few here. Lol.....hmmm.....althought is a Land of Temptation, but i'm not tempted that much. lol....wahahaha.....went into casino and play slot machines. Woooohh....quite fun to play with, same like the game that i used to play, but this time round is real $$. Hmmm...lost some money there :( but won a few small jackpot.....haizzz....overall still lost.

In the casino can see alot aunties and uncles....wahhhh....they are like regular gamblers sia.....spent money really like water flowing out from tap, imagine if the money is flow into my pocket....wah kaozzz....i no need to work for the rest of my life already. Lol....i can become small white face(xiao bai nian) already, shake my legs at home. Wahhhhhh....SHIOK!!!

I'm Waiting 4 Youuuuuuuu

:-( Called her just now and i got what i expected. Not rejected by her, but i didn't even got the chance to ask her and tell her. We didn't talk much, but i feel abit longer than the past weeks, she seems as usual, doesn't wan to speak much to me. Asked her a few questions, concern about her, and all she did was answer simply.

When i was about to tell her i'm going to Genting already, she told me something which she normally will say, "talk to you later". Hurtz!!! Cause whenever she say this phrase, it didn't happen. She didn't call me back till now, but i hope she will and hope she mean it.

Genting!!!

Yeah...After sooooo long, finally i'm going oversea. Hah...Let's not mention about the past 1yr plus i have been going to Pulau Tekong for my NS, and last yr going to taiwan for training.

This time, i'm going to Genting with my parents. Yeah....Genting Here I Come!!! Going there to play and relac, hope i can ba.

Always want to go oversea with her but i guess no chance already, wanted to ask her go with me. But i doubt she will, 99.99999%(leave some hope for myself) she won't go. How i wish she's still here with me...

Ways To Return To The Past

Hmmm....Brains out there, got any GREAT/Creative/Crazy Ideas to bring me back to 1yr ago? Come On...Share with me.

1. Jump down from a very tall building and pray hard.
2. Hold your breathe in the water until faint.
3. Stuff your head into a pillow and hold your breathe.
4. Go drink until you are dead drunk and run at expressway.

The Girl Next Door(M18)

This movie is nice, is a M18 show and it contains some scenes, which... ya, but there's a particular scene is about......hmmm...keep you ppl in suspense 1st. I will try to post it in my blog. or maybe you ppl out there can't wait to see the movie then go download it, but if see stuffs don't kena shock ar. lalalaalaaa.....

UNBELIEVABLE

My 1st post for my Blog, woooooo......can't believe i made a blog for myself, can you guys and girls out there believe this? This blog still incomplete, still have stuffs to add, so ppl out there, take note of this blog, you will find it very interesting and experiencing. Yeah!!! come on come on, check this out.