Finally 4 more days to the big day, the day whereby i get to c my pink IC again. No more using the 11B....Yeahhh.....i believe alot BMT mates are as happy as me....LOL.......
Actually i'm not really happy, happy on the surface but, i'm not truly happy. Yah, get back IC and ORD should be happy, but certain reason just bring down the mood and happiness. How i wish i can return to 1 yr ago or worse go back to the day that i hand my pink IC to the army. How i wish that will really happen.
After ORD, come out le, is another new stage of my life already. M I prepared for that, i don't know. I could have a target and goal but now no more le, no more already, the motivation to everything had left and gone. I feel so....tired....really tired and feel useless now. I gonna find job le, if not no income, but i feel.....so hard to describe my feelings, maybe i can say, i feel so vex....really very vex....Maybe i need to cool down, maybe i need to leave.....maybe................
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