Pink IC HERE I COME!!!

Today is the BIG Day, the once in a lifetime thing, my ORD...going to get my pink IC back today le...hopefully can get back smoothly. Haha, still need a few more signatures for my clearance and i hope i can get it by today and no need to go back tml for them.

Sadly, today suppose to be a happy day. I m abit happy for i'm getting out of NS already, but i'm not really extreme happy cause is like no one for me to share the joy with, the person that i want to share with and would have share with me for being by my side through the whole thing, but it ended 5months ago. I couldn't help but to think of it. I called her and wanted to ask her out for a small celebration but she rejected me, she say that she's not free and she wish me for finally getting back my IC already.

Should i be happy about her wishing or should i be sad that she isn't here for everything and a small celebration that i want to with her?